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Thursday, January 15, 2015
Tuesday, January 13, 2015
Wednesday, April 02, 2014
Lost Cat
Bond is missing. H let him out last night.
A little recap: Spunky (the cat) passed shortly after Mama. More recently, Bond was diagnosed with some huge horrible growth that we can't so anything about. (Yes, we brought the cat from New York City).
H is angry at me about the cat. It's my fault he's lost, my fault he's sick. H actually tripped last week and blamed me for it. I wasn't in the room, hadn't touched anything in the room, and have no powers of telekinesis but it's all my fault.
A little recap: Spunky (the cat) passed shortly after Mama. More recently, Bond was diagnosed with some huge horrible growth that we can't so anything about. (Yes, we brought the cat from New York City).
H is angry at me about the cat. It's my fault he's lost, my fault he's sick. H actually tripped last week and blamed me for it. I wasn't in the room, hadn't touched anything in the room, and have no powers of telekinesis but it's all my fault.
Saturday, March 01, 2014
Tuesday, December 03, 2013
Monday, December 02, 2013
Still out there?
According to my blogger stats, I still have a follower.
HELLO FOLLOWER.
I find it hard to believe that after being silent for a good long while, that someone would have the patience to still be there, waiting for me. Waiting to hear from me. Waiting to see if I am okay.
Well.
Hello, Follower. I am okay. Except for the fact that I am miserable.
How are you?
So, I've left New York City. I kind of had to.
Spunx was diagnosed with Autism about three years ago now. Which, can I say, was just such a FUCK YOU from God. You will struggle for years with infertility, you will break your back taking care of your crazy mother in law, and just when you start to think that there is hope in your life, your only son is autistic. Yup. What did I do, God? When will you stop pouring shit upon my head?
Spunx is five. Being in a blue state, we got lots and lots of therapy but. Being in New York City, its crowded. And there wan't room for him in the school. And my husband couldn't keep a job. Or stop spending money. And I couldn't support the family any more. And my father offered to let us move in with him.
In Georgia.
So here I am. And I am okay. Except for the fact that I am miserable. And lonely. And H is mad at me All The Time. And my father is mad at me. All The Time.
Spunx is hyperlexic, for those of you who chart. So he is, even now, playing with some damn toy that whistles and beeps and he is giggling and jumping and oblivious to all around him. Oblivious to the fact that Mommy is crying, that Mommy is sad.
But I am okay.
How are you?
HELLO FOLLOWER.
I find it hard to believe that after being silent for a good long while, that someone would have the patience to still be there, waiting for me. Waiting to hear from me. Waiting to see if I am okay.
Well.
Hello, Follower. I am okay. Except for the fact that I am miserable.
How are you?
So, I've left New York City. I kind of had to.
Spunx was diagnosed with Autism about three years ago now. Which, can I say, was just such a FUCK YOU from God. You will struggle for years with infertility, you will break your back taking care of your crazy mother in law, and just when you start to think that there is hope in your life, your only son is autistic. Yup. What did I do, God? When will you stop pouring shit upon my head?
Spunx is five. Being in a blue state, we got lots and lots of therapy but. Being in New York City, its crowded. And there wan't room for him in the school. And my husband couldn't keep a job. Or stop spending money. And I couldn't support the family any more. And my father offered to let us move in with him.
In Georgia.
So here I am. And I am okay. Except for the fact that I am miserable. And lonely. And H is mad at me All The Time. And my father is mad at me. All The Time.
Spunx is hyperlexic, for those of you who chart. So he is, even now, playing with some damn toy that whistles and beeps and he is giggling and jumping and oblivious to all around him. Oblivious to the fact that Mommy is crying, that Mommy is sad.
But I am okay.
How are you?
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
Monday, October 12, 2009
Monday, November 10, 2008
Monday, September 22, 2008
Saturday, September 20, 2008
Waiting Room Etiquette
So today, I'm changing Spunketta in the hospital waiting room. (They call it the solarium. I don't know why.)
It's a little space with chairs and couches just off the elevators, and away from the patient rooms.
Anyway, I'm watching the TV (because there has to be a TV, right?) out of the corner of my eye as I am changing the squirming Spunketta, (and I am RIGHT in front of the TV, okay?).
And this fella walks out from the patient area, talking on his cell phone. And without hesitation, he steps in front of me and turns off the TV. Which I was watching. (An infomercial for a Dean Martin something).
And I'm thinking WHAT A JERK and I gear up to say something (don't piss off a gal with a dirty diaper) but then I think -- he might be in pain. Losing someone. Like I am.
SO I don't say anything.
But he's still a jerk
It's a little space with chairs and couches just off the elevators, and away from the patient rooms.
Anyway, I'm watching the TV (because there has to be a TV, right?) out of the corner of my eye as I am changing the squirming Spunketta, (and I am RIGHT in front of the TV, okay?).
And this fella walks out from the patient area, talking on his cell phone. And without hesitation, he steps in front of me and turns off the TV. Which I was watching. (An infomercial for a Dean Martin something).
And I'm thinking WHAT A JERK and I gear up to say something (don't piss off a gal with a dirty diaper) but then I think -- he might be in pain. Losing someone. Like I am.
SO I don't say anything.
But he's still a jerk
Thursday, September 11, 2008
Thursday, September 04, 2008
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